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Jack London
Old
Koskoosh listened greedily. Though his sight had long since faded, his
hearing was still acute, and the slightest sound penetrated to the
glimmering intelligence which yet abode behind the withered forehead,
but which no longer gazed forth upon the things of the world. Ah! that
was Sit-cum-to-ha, shrilly anathematizing the dogs as she cuffed and
beat them into the harnesses. Sit-cum-to-ha was his daughter's daughter,
but she was too busy to waste a thought upon her broken grandfather,
sitting alone there in the snow, forlorn and helpless. Camp must be
broken. The long trail waited while the short day refused to linger.
Life called her, and the duties of life, not death. And he was very
close to death now.
The
thought made the old man panicky for the moment, and he stretched forth
a palsied hand which wandered tremblingly over the small heap of dry
wood beside him. Reassured that it was indeed there, his hand returned
to the shelter of his mangy furs, and he again fell to listening. The
sulky crackling of half-frozen hides told him that the chief's
moose-skin lodge had been struck, and even then was being rammed and
jammed into portable compass. The chief was his son, stalwart and
strong, head man of the tribesmen, and a mighty hunter. As the women
toiled with the camp luggage, his voice rose, chiding them for their
slowness. Old Koskoosh strained his ears. It was the last time he would
hear that voice. There went Geehow's lodge! And Tusken's! Seven, eight,
nine; only the shaman's could be still standing. There! They were at
work upon it now. He could hear the shaman grunt as he piled it on the
sled. A child whimpered, and a woman soothed it with soft, crooning
gutturals. Little Koo-tee, the old man thought, a fretful child, and not
overstrong. It would die soon, perhaps, and they would burn a hole
through the frozen tundra and pile rocks above to keep the wolverines
away. Well, what did it matter? A few years at best, and as many an
empty belly as a full one. And in the end, Death waited, ever-hungry and
hungriest of them all.
What
was that? Oh, the men lashing the sleds and drawing tight the thongs.
He listened, who would listen no more. The whip-lashes snarled and bit
among the dogs. Hear them whine! How they hated the work and the trail!
They were off! Sled after sled churned slowly away into the silence.
They were gone. They had passed out of his life, and he faced the last
bitter hour alone. No. The snow crunched beneath a moccasin; a man stood
beside him; upon his head a hand rested gently. His son was good to do
this thing. He remembered other old men whose sons had not waited after
the tribe. But his son had. He wandered away into the past, till the
young man's voice brought him back.
"Is it well with you?" he asked.
And the old man answered, "It is well."
"There
be wood beside you," the younger man continued, "and the fire burns
bright. The morning is gray, and the cold has broken. It will snow
presently. Even now is it snowing."
"Ay, even now is it snowing."
"The
tribesmen hurry. Their bales are heavy, and their bellies flat with
lack of feasting. The trail is long and they travel fast. go now. It is
well?"
"It
is well. I am as a last year's leaf, clinging lightly to the stem. The
first breath that blows, and I fall. My voice is become like an old
woman's. My eyes no longer show me the way of my feet, and my feet are
heavy, and I am tired. It is well."
He
bowed his head in content till the last noise of the complaining snow
had died away, and he knew his son was beyond recall. Then his hand
crept out in haste to the wood. It alone stood between him and the
eternity that yawned in upon him. At last the measure of his life was a
handful of fagots. One by one they would go to feed the fire, and just
so, step by step, death would creep upon him. When the last stick had
surrendered up its heat, the frost would begin to gather strength. First
his feet would yield, then his hands; and the numbness would travel,
slowly, from the extremities to the body. His head would fall forward
upon his knees, and he would rest. It was easy. All men must die.
He
did not complain. It was the way of life, and it was just. He had been
born close to the earth, close to the earth had he lived, and the law
thereof was not new to him. It was the law of all flesh. Nature was not
kindly to the flesh. She had no concern for that concrete thing called
the individual. Her interest lay in the species, the race. This was the
deepest abstraction old Koskoosh's barbaric mind was capable of, but he
grasped it firmly. He saw it exemplified in all life. The rise of the
sap, the bursting greenness of the willow bud, the fall of the yellow
leaf -- in this alone was told the whole history. But one task did
Nature set the individual. Did he not perform it, he died. Did he
perform it, it was all the same, he died. Nature did not care; there
were plenty who were obedient, and it was only the obedience in this
matter, not the obedient, which lived and lived always. The tribe of
Koskoosh was very old. The old men he had known when a boy, had known
old men before them. Therefore it was true that the tribe lived, that it
stood for the obedience of all its members, way down into the forgotten
past, whose very resting-places were unremembered. They did not count;
they were episodes. They had passed away like clouds from a summer sky.
He also was an episode, and would pass away. Nature did not care. To
life she set one task, gave one law. To perpetuate was the task of life,
its law was death. A maiden was a good creature to look upon,
full-breasted and strong, with spring to her step and light in her eyes.
But her task was yet before her. The light in her eyes brightened, her
step quickened, she was now bold with the young men, now timid, and she
gave them of her own unrest. And ever she grew fairer and yet fairer to
look upon, till some hunter, able no longer to withhold himself, took
her to his lodge to cook and toil for him and to become the mother of
his children. And with the coming of her offspring her looks left her.
Her limbs dragged and shuffled, her eyes dimmed and bleared, and only
the little children found joy against the withered cheek of the old
squaw by the fire. Her task was done. But a little while, on the first
pinch of famine or the first long trail, and she would be left, even as
he had been left, in the snow, with a little pile of wood. Such was the
law. He placed a stick carefully upon the fire and resumed his
meditations. It was the same everywhere, with all things. The mosquitoes
vanished with the first frost. The little tree-squirrel crawled away to
die. When age settled upon the rabbit it became slow and heavy, and
could no longer outfoot its enemies. Even the big bald-face grew clumsy
and blind and quarrelsome, in the end to be dragged down by a handful of
yelping huskies. He remembered how he had abandoned his own father on
an upper reach of the Klondike one winter, the winter before the
missionary came with his talk-books and his box of medicines. Many a
time had Koskoosh smacked his lips over the recollection of that box,
though now his mouth refused to moisten. The "painkiller" had been
especially good. But the missionary was a bother after all, for he
brought no meat into the camp, and he ate heartily, and the hunters
grumbled. But he chilled his lungs on the divide by the Mayo, and the
dogs afterwards nosed the stones away and fought over his bones.
Koskoosh
placed another stick on the fire and harked back deeper into the past.
There was the time of the Great Famine, when the old men crouched
empty-bellied to the fire, and let fall from their lips dim traditions
of the ancient day when the Yukon ran wide open for three winters, and
then lay frozen for three summers. He had lost his mother in that
famine. In the summer the salmon run had failed, and the tribe looked
forward to the winter and the coming of the caribou. Then the winter
came, but with it there were no caribou. Never had the like been known,
not even in the lives of the old men. But the caribou did not come, and
it was the seventh year, and the rabbits had not replenished, and the
dogs were naught but bundles of bones. And through the long darkness the
children wailed and died, and the women, and the old men; and not one
in ten of the tribe lived to meet the sun when it came back in the
spring. That was a famine!
But
he had seen times of plenty, too, when the meat spoiled on their hands,
and the dogs were fat and worthless with overeating -- times when they
let the game go unkilled, and the women were fertile, and the lodges
were cluttered with sprawling men-children and women-children. Then it
was the men became high-stomached, and revived ancient quarrels, and
crossed the divides to the south to kill the Pellys, and to the west
that they might sit by the dead fires of the Tananas. He remembered,
when a boy, during a time of plenty, when he saw a moose pulled down by
the wolves. Zing-ha lay with him in the snow and watched -- Zing-ha, who
later became the craftiest of hunters, and who, in the end, fell
through an air-hole on the Yukon. They found him, a month afterward,
just as he had crawled halfway out and frozen stiff to the ice.
But
the moose. Zing-ha and he had gone out that day to play at hunting
after the manner of their fathers. On the bed of the creek they struck
the fresh track of a moose, and with it the tracks of many wolves. "An
old one," Zing-ha, who was quicker at reading the sign, said -- "an old
one who cannot keep up with the herd. The wolves have cut him out from
his brothers, and they will never leave him." And it was so. It was
their way. By day and by night, never resting, snarling on his heels,
snapping at his nose, they would stay by him to the end. How Zing-ha and
he felt the blood-lust quicken! The finish would be a sight to see!
Eager-footed,
they took the trail, and even he, Koskoosh, slow of sight and an
unversed tracker, could have followed it blind, it was so wide. Hot were
they on the heels of the chase, reading the grim tragedy,
fresh-written, at every step. Now they came to where the moose had made a
stand. Thrice the length of a grown man's body, in every direction, had
the snow been stamped about and uptossed. In the midst were the deep
impressions of the splay-hoofed game, and all about, everywhere, were
the lighter footmarks of the wolves. Some, while their brothers harried
the kill, had lain to one side and rested. The full-stretched impress of
their bodies in the snow was as perfect as though made the moment
before. One wolf had been caught in a wild lunge of the maddened victim
and trampled to death. A few bones, well picked, bore witness.
Again,
they ceased the uplift of their snowshoes at a second stand. Here the
great animal had fought desperately. Twice had he been dragged down, as
the snow attested, and twice had he shaken his assailants clear and
gained footing once more. He had done his task long since, but none the
less was life dear to him. Zing-ha said it was a strange thing, a moose
once down to get free again; but this one certainly had. The shaman
would see signs and wonders in this when they told him.
And
yet again, they come to where the moose had made to mount the bank and
gain the timber. But his foes had laid on from behind, till he reared
and fell back upon them, crushing two deep into the snow. It was plain
the kill was at hand, for their brothers had left them untouched. Two
more stands were hurried past, brief in time-length and very close
together. The trail was red now, and the clean stride of the great beast
had grown short and slovenly. Then they heard the first sounds of the
battle -- not the full-throated chorus of the chase, but the short,
snappy bark which spoke of close quarters and teeth to flesh. Crawling
up the wind, Zing-ha bellied it through the snow, and with him crept he,
Koskoosh, who was to be chief of the tribesmen in the years to come.
Together they shoved aside the under branches of a young spruce and
peered forth. It was the end they saw.
The
picture, like all of youth's impressions, was still strong with him,
and his dim eyes watched the end played out as vividly as in that
far-off time. Koskoosh marvelled at this, for in the days which
followed, when he was a leader of men and a head of councillors, he had
done great deeds and made his name a curse in the mouths of the Pellys,
to say naught of the strange white man he had killed, knife to knife, in
open fight.
For
long he pondered on the days of his youth, till the fire died down and
the frost bit deeper. He replenished it with two sticks this time, and
gauged his grip on life by what remained. If Sit-cum-to-ha had only
remembered her grandfather, and gathered a larger armful, his hours
would have been longer. It would have been easy. But she was ever a
careless child, and honored not her ancestors from the time the Beaver,
son of the son of Zing-ha, first cast eyes upon her. Well, what mattered
it? Had he not done likewise in his own quick youth? For a while he
listened to the silence. Perhaps the heart of his son might soften, and
he would come back with the dogs to take his old father on with the
tribe to where the caribou ran thick and the fat hung heavy upon them.
He
strained his ears, his restless brain for the moment stilled. Not a
stir, nothing. He alone took breath in the midst of the great silence.
It was very lonely. Hark! What was that? A chill passed over his body.
The familiar, long-drawn howl broke the void, and it was close at hand.
Then on his darkened eyes was projected the vision of the moose -- the
old bull moose -- the torn flanks and bloody sides, the riddled mane,
and the great branching horns, down low and tossing to the last. He saw
the flashing forms of gray, the gleaming eyes, the lolling tongues, the
slavered fangs. And he saw the inexorable circle close in till it became
a dark point in the midst of the stamped snow.
A
cold muzzle thrust against his cheek, and at its touch his soul leaped
back to the present. His hand shot into the fire and dragged out a
burning faggot. Overcome for the nonce by his hereditary fear of man,
the brute retreated, raising a prolonged call to his brothers; and
greedily they answered, till a ring of crouching, jaw-slobbered gray was
stretched round about. The old man listened to the drawing in of this
circle. He waved his brand wildly, and sniffs turned to snarls; but the
panting brutes refused to scatter. Now one wormed his chest forward,
dragging his haunches after, now a second, now a third; but never a one
drew back. Why should he cling to life? he asked, and dropped the
blazing stick into the snow. It sizzled and went out. The circle grunted
uneasily, but held its own. Again he saw the last stand of the old bull
moose, and Koskoosh dropped his head wearily upon his knees. What did
it matter after all? Was it not the law of life?
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